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deadbones2012-03-24 08:48 pm
gundamkind) wrote in deadbones2012-03-24 08:48 pm
angst or fluff meme
Sometimes we all want to play some angst and see just how far our characters and and will fall.
- Go to random.org and roll.
- Play!
1. just depressed.
Things are tough, you're feeling worn out, or whatever the case, you're depressed. You need help or someone else thinks you do anyway.
2. abandoned.
You were left behind by everyone you hold dear and now you're forced to see how well they've adjusted, how happy they all are while you're screaming inside.
3. sick.
Cold, flu, or something even worse, all you can do is lay back and let someone take care of you.
4. fight.
You've been fighting nonstop with the other person and it just keep escalating.
5. break up.
You're being broken up with and they won't reconsider... Damn.
6. separated.
For some reason, you've been separated from the other person for a long time.
7. kidnapped.
You've been held captive for how long now? Maybe they've been torturing you even, using your blood to write ransom notes, threatening to cut off fingers to send next, etc. Rescue is on the way though, right?
8. beaten up.
Just because someone didn't like you or maybe they wanted something you had, whatever the case is, you're coming home sporting some nasty wounds and bruises.
9. jealousy.
You just have this undeniable jealousy suddenly and you need to let it out.
10. cheated on.
This goes beyond just suspicion and you have full on proof of what your lover has done. How do you handle it?
11. apathetic.
You're not sad, you're not happy, you just... don't feel much anymore. The sparkle of life has gone right out of you and you're just going through the motions now.
12. addicted.
Drugs, alcohol, whatever your drug of choice is, you can't fight the draw and you can't draw yourself out of the hole, but the other person is going to try.
13. bad romance.
You know this isn't good for either of you, but you can't stop now.
14. fear.
Nightmares, the feeling someone is following you, etc. You can't shake the feeling.
15. insanity.
You're seeing things and hearing them, waking up only to realize you've done things you don't remember or you're in a place you weren't before. You're losing it and you don't know what to do.
16. guilt.
It's eating you up inside and you have to tell someone about it now. You want to be punished and you won't take no for an answer.
17. loss
You've lost something dear to you.
18. wild card.
Combine some options or make your own!
fluff scenario
1. Sick day. You're down with the flu or some injury. Whatever the reason, you're bedridden or at the hospital. Aren't you lucky that that special someone came to visit you?
2. Date night. You've made special plans to show that special someone just how much you love them and nothing can go wrong tonight.
3. Cheer up. One or both of you is feeling down and it's time to get out of that slump by either finding a way to distract yourself or talking it out with the other person.
4. Love confession. Your stomach is doing flip flops and your heart is racing, but you've read all the signs right, and it's time to let that other person know you feel the same way.
5. Special gift. Maybe it's the first time, or maybe this is the gift that really counts. Birthday, Christmas, or just a random present, you've been planning and saving up for this one and are hoping that special person will like it.
6. Last time (for awhile). One of you is going away for some reason (it can be as simple or angsty as you want it to be) and you may be back or you may not, but you want to spend the time you've got left where you are with someone special.
7. Pillow talk. You've just had fantastic sex (which playing out is optional!) and you're both content to lay back and enjoy a little bit of pillow talk or maybe go for round two as soon as you catch your breath!
8. Shared dessert. Whether it's because you're both cheap or you're one of those cute, lovey-dovey couples who love sharing desserts, the two of you are sharing that delicious ice cream sundae or cake with one another. Did some of it get on your partner's nose? Or maybe you want to go ahead and take a bite out of the cookie sticking out of their mouth.
9. Need a friend. You just want to hang out with the guys/girls and have a little fun.
10. I'm sorry. You had a fight with someone and now it's time to kiss and make up. . . or at least make up.
11. A moment at home. There's nothing better than enjoying a peaceful day without anything to worry about. Maybe you'll share a book with a friend, or just enjoy some tea and catch up.
12. Been so long. You're back after a long trip somewhere and now it's time to meet up with someone you've missed a lot and make up for lost time!
13. I'll defend you until the end. You're going to fight for that person and you're going to let them know it or show them, whichever comes first.
14. Pillow fight. You're both feeling the need to have some friendly horseplaying, and what better way than with pillows?
15. Wild card. Reroll, pick an option, or come up with something else.
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Food is gonna get cold. Cold food kind of sucks. I mean, if anything can get cold in the hellhole this place gets, but that's besides the point. [Oh shit, is he ramblings? God damn it.]
When do you think you'll be coming out? Ball park.
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Not hungry.
[He fucking was, his tummy was rumbling like a caged thunderstorm. It was kind of hard, trying to shut Bro out like this... Dave didn't know how much longer he could keep up the act of being chill with being fucked over by someone you held with such great respect.]
Nope.
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Hey...look.
I get a fucknasty temper sometimes. When I get like that, I know the shit I say can get pretty bad. [This is a really roundabout way to apologize. He has no idea how to simply say sorry.] It's pretty much like I'm the hugest fucking raging tsunami and you're the littler fisherman boat about to get swallowed by those sick and not so cool waves of verbal abuse on your little deck.
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They were the Strider's, not the Scratch perverts, they didn't have that level of security, so Dave didn't want to risk opening up what was left of his shell only for Bro to fuck up and hurt him more.
Still, Dave unlocked his door and opened it.]
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Because Bro doesn't know how to show weakness, even to his brothers.]
Dave.
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Whatever, I just lost my appetite..
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[This is hard. Why is this so fucking hard?]
I fuck up. A lot. I know that. And it kind of shows how much of a fuck up I can be. I say shit and sometimes I don't mean it and sometimes the stuff I say is as venomous as a pit of black widows all up and hungry for a bite to eat.
And when that happens. Well, someone has to tell me to knock it off. Get me off that high horse I keep putting myself on, because I don't actually know better. I don't really know how to get off myself apparently, and it's kind of stupid and kind of embarrassing that I can't.
[He finally moves from the spot on his wall.] What I did wasn't even ironic. It wasn't cool. It's as opposite as you can get from cool. I'm still being pretty uncool though, aren't I? I haven't even properly apologized. So, yeah. I guess I'm sorry is what I'm after and from now on if I ever get as far as I got, you should just tell me to back off before I pretty much ruin everything. I'll listen.
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After a long moment, Dave looked back over his shoulder. He was still hurt damn it, Bro mocking him like that, tossing his feelings aside like they were shit, like Dave meant nothing to him at all and having the disrespect to continue mocking him after Dave clearly dropped the topic? But after all... Isn't that exactly what Dave would have done to anyone else himself? Just sucked when your Bro was ace with come backs and insulting remarks.
Dave looked Bro over in a long pause before turning back around.]
It's not really my place to be talking back to you, Bro. For what its worth, you were kinda right, I'm still a kid, still just young heck I mean what do I even know.
[Shrugging. This was Dave trying to accept the apology and possibly try and resolve what it was that they had fallen out over in the first place. It was hard, this was not a thing any of the Strider boys were good at.]
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You have all right to talk back to me. I mean, I sure as hell probably won't take it, but sometimes you gotta stand up to authority.
And you're pretty damn smart for a kid and you're growing up pretty fast. You know a lot more then people give you credit for. Hell, you're probably smarter then I give you credit for.
[Feelings are hard. Striders don't do feelings because it's hard. Or because they just suck at it.] Fuck. Just. Whenever you're comfortable with talking about that shit and what not. You can come to me. You don't have to figure this stuff out now. You have plenty of time and I guess I shoved a little too hard at the time when I shouldn't have.
D: I was not notified of this notif!!
That so, is it?
[Dave considered laying into him, giving him an earful.]
Yeah, keep on with that kind of talk and I might consider forgiving you.
[Sweet talking never normally got anywhere with Dave, but he could tell that Bro meant it.]
Shoved a little hard? Dude you fucking flipped me in the deep end then tied a fucking flagstone to my leg. But sure, I think if we can push all this shit aside, I'd like to talk with you about this crap. I mean, you'd know all about it right?
[Dave was sounding slightly cocky, but he was honestly trying to see if he was cool to talk with Bro about this, his most personal turmoil.]
Notifications are fickle. I am also hella late man.
[Gonna muss with your hair though. That's what you're supposed to do when you're trying to be endearing right? Hell naw, he hasn't resorted to awkward hugs yet. Striders don't hug right?]
You can come at me with whatever you want, lil' dude. Take your time. There's no rush to grow up or anything. [He doesn't want to see you grow up too fast anyways. You might end up like him man. That would be all kinds of disappointing for him.] Just remind me I shouldn't be pushing this stuff on you. It's uncool for me to do it and it sucks for you. It's your choice if you want to lay it on me or someone else. [He just hopes you don't choose to go to someone else.]
Its all good! had the same prob myself B)
[Dave would have rather had a hug than his awesome hair messed up. But its coo, the point gets across.]
I think you'll probably know when I need you to talk about shit dude, I've not mastered hiding my shit from you yet.
[Dave held up a fist for bro to bump his with, it was Dave's way of saying all was forgiven. He'd wait a few more months before he came at bro with all the questions about his personal life .]
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[Hugging is awkward. Bro isn't sure he's ready to give hugs. You're not the little kid he always carried around anymore. And maybe he's having trouble accepting that.]
Yeah, but than I get pushy and we already know how that ended up. Really awkward and fairly shitty Strider strife. No swords involved. Just a lot of badly worded sentences that would never make a good rap.
[You're getting that fist bump return.] So I guess I'll just wait until you're ready. That, or you just become so obviously lost, even the birds are telling me to get my shit into gear.
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[Yea, there were just some things that would never happen, even if Dave really wanted it secretly. The hair ruffling and brofists would make up for that threefold.]
I may be coming to you sooner than you think bro, if I can't sort this shit out on my own and I guess this crap is right up your street man, so its like who better to ask?
[Dave was growing up, not as fast as you might think, but fast enough to be realizing how much of a shitty time adolescence is.]
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Maybe later, Dave. Bro will one day concur the uphill battle of trying to be an affectionate brother.]
Hey, you got time for this shit. Grow up as slow as you want. There's really no fucking rush and it was stupid for me to try and do that when I know what it's like. It isn't fun and it would be nice to get the extra time.
But food is gonna get cold and you're probably starving. [He actually slings an arm around Dave's shoulder. It didn't seem hesitant at all, despite Bro feeling like he took forever to decide on it.]
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[He's in no rush to buy anything though, its more knowing that Bro would offer that he's going for right about now.]
Alright man, you're the boss.
[Dave accepted that, he knew Bro had sacrificed a lot of shit to raise him, and he was grateful for it despite being an insufferable prick at times. Nodding and leaving it at that.]
You can here my stomach man, its kicking out its own sick beats right about now.
[Happily slinking off towards where the food was with Bro like that, it wasn't often he had this kind of affection from his guardian, so he's dwell in it for as long as it lasted.]
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[He'll look into that later.]
Come on. Let's pig out until we're sick to our stomachs. [He barked a bit of a laugh. Only Striders would buy enough take out to just end back up in the toilet.]