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deadbones2012-03-24 08:48 pm
gundamkind) wrote in deadbones2012-03-24 08:48 pm
angst or fluff meme
Sometimes we all want to play some angst and see just how far our characters and and will fall.
- Go to random.org and roll.
- Play!
1. just depressed.
Things are tough, you're feeling worn out, or whatever the case, you're depressed. You need help or someone else thinks you do anyway.
2. abandoned.
You were left behind by everyone you hold dear and now you're forced to see how well they've adjusted, how happy they all are while you're screaming inside.
3. sick.
Cold, flu, or something even worse, all you can do is lay back and let someone take care of you.
4. fight.
You've been fighting nonstop with the other person and it just keep escalating.
5. break up.
You're being broken up with and they won't reconsider... Damn.
6. separated.
For some reason, you've been separated from the other person for a long time.
7. kidnapped.
You've been held captive for how long now? Maybe they've been torturing you even, using your blood to write ransom notes, threatening to cut off fingers to send next, etc. Rescue is on the way though, right?
8. beaten up.
Just because someone didn't like you or maybe they wanted something you had, whatever the case is, you're coming home sporting some nasty wounds and bruises.
9. jealousy.
You just have this undeniable jealousy suddenly and you need to let it out.
10. cheated on.
This goes beyond just suspicion and you have full on proof of what your lover has done. How do you handle it?
11. apathetic.
You're not sad, you're not happy, you just... don't feel much anymore. The sparkle of life has gone right out of you and you're just going through the motions now.
12. addicted.
Drugs, alcohol, whatever your drug of choice is, you can't fight the draw and you can't draw yourself out of the hole, but the other person is going to try.
13. bad romance.
You know this isn't good for either of you, but you can't stop now.
14. fear.
Nightmares, the feeling someone is following you, etc. You can't shake the feeling.
15. insanity.
You're seeing things and hearing them, waking up only to realize you've done things you don't remember or you're in a place you weren't before. You're losing it and you don't know what to do.
16. guilt.
It's eating you up inside and you have to tell someone about it now. You want to be punished and you won't take no for an answer.
17. loss
You've lost something dear to you.
18. wild card.
Combine some options or make your own!
fluff scenario
1. Sick day. You're down with the flu or some injury. Whatever the reason, you're bedridden or at the hospital. Aren't you lucky that that special someone came to visit you?
2. Date night. You've made special plans to show that special someone just how much you love them and nothing can go wrong tonight.
3. Cheer up. One or both of you is feeling down and it's time to get out of that slump by either finding a way to distract yourself or talking it out with the other person.
4. Love confession. Your stomach is doing flip flops and your heart is racing, but you've read all the signs right, and it's time to let that other person know you feel the same way.
5. Special gift. Maybe it's the first time, or maybe this is the gift that really counts. Birthday, Christmas, or just a random present, you've been planning and saving up for this one and are hoping that special person will like it.
6. Last time (for awhile). One of you is going away for some reason (it can be as simple or angsty as you want it to be) and you may be back or you may not, but you want to spend the time you've got left where you are with someone special.
7. Pillow talk. You've just had fantastic sex (which playing out is optional!) and you're both content to lay back and enjoy a little bit of pillow talk or maybe go for round two as soon as you catch your breath!
8. Shared dessert. Whether it's because you're both cheap or you're one of those cute, lovey-dovey couples who love sharing desserts, the two of you are sharing that delicious ice cream sundae or cake with one another. Did some of it get on your partner's nose? Or maybe you want to go ahead and take a bite out of the cookie sticking out of their mouth.
9. Need a friend. You just want to hang out with the guys/girls and have a little fun.
10. I'm sorry. You had a fight with someone and now it's time to kiss and make up. . . or at least make up.
11. A moment at home. There's nothing better than enjoying a peaceful day without anything to worry about. Maybe you'll share a book with a friend, or just enjoy some tea and catch up.
12. Been so long. You're back after a long trip somewhere and now it's time to meet up with someone you've missed a lot and make up for lost time!
13. I'll defend you until the end. You're going to fight for that person and you're going to let them know it or show them, whichever comes first.
14. Pillow fight. You're both feeling the need to have some friendly horseplaying, and what better way than with pillows?
15. Wild card. Reroll, pick an option, or come up with something else.
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Letting it all out as he scream, cried out and rocked lightly, nose running and eyes closed tight. He fucking wailed, pressing his face into the side of Dirk's face, thumping out hard on Dirk's chest as his own shoulders shook from how violently he was sobbing.]
No!!!!!!!!
[Pulling back up and franticly drying his eyes, Dave touched Dirk's neck, his lips then his chest, he was looking, searching for a way for anything he could do that might bring him back... But he didn't know where to start.
Looking back over at Bro, it was probably the first time in years that Dave looked like a child, his red eyes pooling with pain and loss, it was as if he was pleading with Bro to fix it. Reaching a hand out towards his guardian before, trembling and choking on his own spit from how hard he was crying.
Dave just collapsed there, right into Dirk, shaking his head and punching down into that still chest.]
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Sorry Dave, but this shit isn't going to fly. [His voice was steady. So goddamn steady.] Come on.
[He hoisted Dave up, not caring if the other cried or wailed at him. Dave was still light to him. It was easy enough to carry him, which was nice, but also unsettling.
But he was gonna carry the other out. Get him away from Dirk for even a little while. Let Dave sort his thoughts out a little. Hell, let him sort his own thoughts out. It was a goddamn war in Bro's mind, and he doesn't think anything can stop it from taking over now.]
It's decent out today. [Dear lord, their lives have spiraled out of control. Far enough that weather is an actual topic. He doesn't know what else can get their minds off their loss. Anything they liked would remind both of them of him. Everything they could talk about that wasn't random would somehow lead back to their now lifeless sibling.]
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[All of Dave's energy was spent in crying out for his other brother, arms outstretched and grabbing towards where Dirk lay in the bed. He still had Dirk's shades in his hand, gripping them but careful not to crack them.
Submitting to Bro's strength, Dave just kind of curled up as he was hoisted up. What started as a fight of the youngest sibling trying to pull away, beat out and free himself so he could run back into the stiffening arms of their sibling... yet now he just wrapped those weak little arms around Bro, his face pressed in tight as he sobbed until bro's shirt was wet from his tears.
Calming only from exhausting himself, Dave fell limp in Bro's hold. Silent slow tears trickled his face.]
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He settled down in the grass. Today is way too nice looking. It should be raining. There should be storms. Or maybe he was trying to force how he feels onto the weather like a self entitled dick.]
You still there? [He hasn't let go. Hasn't forced you to man up. That would be too cruel.]
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After a long silence, Dave pulled away, sitting in Bro's lap and looking up. Drying his eyes on his shirt sleeve and stroking his thumb over Dirk's shades he'd gave him.]
Promise me...
[His voice choked up a little.]
Just promise me you wont fucking die too...
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Only if you promise the same shit back. We don't need anymore dead Striders on this trip.
[He isn't even going to give the thought of Dave also dying the time of day. It wasn't going to happen. It can't.]
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... Agreed.
[Dave nodded and lay in against Bro, fuck trying to be cool, right now his little heart was broken in two, like the record on his favourite shirt.]
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He doesn't know how long it'll take for anything to really dull the pain of losing a brother. They can think about dealing with the body later. They wouldn't be able to keep it around as a full body. They'd have to burn it most likely. But hey, carrying ashes is pretty legit.
That's a pretty hollow thought.]
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I can stay with you tonight right?
[It was a push, but Dave really didn't want to be alone right now. Heck, bro would march his rump back to bed when he was a kid for coming into his room in the middle of night... be it cause of thunder storms or nightmares.]
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[Bro just couldn't outright say yes, but he wanted Dave to know that he was welcome to be with him tonight. They both need this. He was just too stubborn to admit how upset this made him.]