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mix bag meme

ANGST MEME

Sometimes we all want to play some angst and see just how far our characters and and will fall.
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1. just depressed.
Things are tough, you're feeling worn out, or whatever the case, you're depressed. You need help or someone else thinks you do anyway.

2. abandoned.
You were left behind by everyone you hold dear and now you're forced to see how well they've adjusted, how happy they all are while you're screaming inside.

3. sick.
Cold, flu, or something even worse, all you can do is lay back and let someone take care of you.

4. fight.
You've been fighting nonstop with the other person and it just keep escalating.

5. break up.
You're being broken up with and they won't reconsider... Damn.

6. separated.
For some reason, you've been separated from the other person for a long time.

7. kidnapped.
You've been held captive for how long now? Maybe they've been torturing you even, using your blood to write ransom notes, threatening to cut off fingers to send next, etc. Rescue is on the way though, right?

8. beaten up.
Just because someone didn't like you or maybe they wanted something you had, whatever the case is, you're coming home sporting some nasty wounds and bruises.

9. jealousy.
You just have this undeniable jealousy suddenly and you need to let it out.

10. cheated on.
This goes beyond just suspicion and you have full on proof of what your lover has done. How do you handle it?

11. apathetic.
You're not sad, you're not happy, you just... don't feel much anymore. The sparkle of life has gone right out of you and you're just going through the motions now.

12. addicted.
Drugs, alcohol, whatever your drug of choice is, you can't fight the draw and you can't draw yourself out of the hole, but the other person is going to try.

13. bad romance.
You know this isn't good for either of you, but you can't stop now.

14. fear.
Nightmares, the feeling someone is following you, etc. You can't shake the feeling.

15. insanity.
You're seeing things and hearing them, waking up only to realize you've done things you don't remember or you're in a place you weren't before. You're losing it and you don't know what to do.

16. guilt.
It's eating you up inside and you have to tell someone about it now. You want to be punished and you won't take no for an answer.

17. loss
You've lost something dear to you.

18. wild card.
Combine some options or make your own!

fluff scenario

1. Sick day. You're down with the flu or some injury. Whatever the reason, you're bedridden or at the hospital. Aren't you lucky that that special someone came to visit you?

2. Date night. You've made special plans to show that special someone just how much you love them and nothing can go wrong tonight.

3. Cheer up. One or both of you is feeling down and it's time to get out of that slump by either finding a way to distract yourself or talking it out with the other person.

4. Love confession. Your stomach is doing flip flops and your heart is racing, but you've read all the signs right, and it's time to let that other person know you feel the same way.

5. Special gift. Maybe it's the first time, or maybe this is the gift that really counts. Birthday, Christmas, or just a random present, you've been planning and saving up for this one and are hoping that special person will like it.

6. Last time (for awhile). One of you is going away for some reason (it can be as simple or angsty as you want it to be) and you may be back or you may not, but you want to spend the time you've got left where you are with someone special.

7. Pillow talk. You've just had fantastic sex (which playing out is optional!) and you're both content to lay back and enjoy a little bit of pillow talk or maybe go for round two as soon as you catch your breath!

8. Shared dessert. Whether it's because you're both cheap or you're one of those cute, lovey-dovey couples who love sharing desserts, the two of you are sharing that delicious ice cream sundae or cake with one another. Did some of it get on your partner's nose? Or maybe you want to go ahead and take a bite out of the cookie sticking out of their mouth.

9. Need a friend. You just want to hang out with the guys/girls and have a little fun.

10. I'm sorry. You had a fight with someone and now it's time to kiss and make up. . . or at least make up.

11. A moment at home. There's nothing better than enjoying a peaceful day without anything to worry about. Maybe you'll share a book with a friend, or just enjoy some tea and catch up.

12. Been so long. You're back after a long trip somewhere and now it's time to meet up with someone you've missed a lot and make up for lost time!

13. I'll defend you until the end. You're going to fight for that person and you're going to let them know it or show them, whichever comes first.

14. Pillow fight. You're both feeling the need to have some friendly horseplaying, and what better way than with pillows?

15. Wild card. Reroll, pick an option, or come up with something else.

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Me too. You would've come back.

[ he's pretty sure of that, anyway. where else would he have gone? and if he hadn't, then maybe he could have convinced someone to come with him to find him, or he could've stolen some supplies and better equipment, or... or... or something.

it doesn't matter. they're brothers. brothers have to stick together. he thinks back bitterly to almost shooting bro in the leg. wonders if he cares that he's lost his whole family now. does he even care at all that both his brothers are gone, does he—

his shoulders jump in a silent sob, sparking a fresh wave of pain down his arm. ]

Dave.

[ Maybe they would have sent Bro. Bro to calm him down and sooth his wrecked nerves, to pull him into his arms and pet his hair. Bro who would stick him through as painlessly as possible. That's how Bro is, he would be the most humane murderer possible. ]

What.

[ he's starting to breathe hard again from the pain, clenching his eyes shut through a series of tiny, brief convulsions that subside almost as quickly as they set in, more like mild shudders than anything. ]

[ ... ] Nothing. You can go to sleep.

I'm not tired.

[ he will be soon, when he starts shutting down. but the bite's not that deep, it could take hours. ]

[ Far gone as he may be, he can't kill Dave. When Dave's changed, sure. No problem.

But not before. ]

Okay.

You don't have to stay in here with me.

[ it's gross, he wants to say, but then he realizes that he probably only thinks that because he's got his face mashed right in the bloody, muddy mess. ]

It's my fault. I'm not going to leave you alone.

Like we left you alone.

[ a hiccup, half from crying and half from disgust. it makes his stomach churn and he curls up tighter, afraid he might be sick. ]

That was different.

Was it?

[ no... no, he's fine. after a few moments he's able to get up off the ground a little, letting his injured arm hang limp at his side. ]

I told you all to run. I said I would catch up.

But you didn't. For all we knew, you got made a snack, and then two whole people looked for five minutes and then gave up and said whatever, he's dead, let's keep moving. That's bullshit, Dirk. That's fucking bullshit.

The world has moved on, Dave. Sentimentality and comradery is awarded with death. Had they stayed, they would have been eaten.[ And he remembers, staggering into the treeline, hunting for the others who had been gone for hours. ] Everyone would have died.

Then we should've—

[ his voice gets just a little louder, insistent, but before he can finish his sentence he turns and throws up.

so much for the impassioned speech. ]

[ Damnit. Damnit. ]

No. You shouldn't have.

[ he's back down on the ground gasping for breath by the time it's over, heaving dryly. in just that minute everything's gone from bad to hellish and he's nothing but a shivering, sobbing mess. ]

Fuck, just fucking shoot me, I can't—

[ No. No, no, no, no. Fuck. Fuck, no. ] I- [ can't ] I don't have a gun.

[ he's not even that close to turning, but if it's this bad now, then fuck that. just fuck it. one hand scrabbles around blindly for his sword, forgetting that he left it outside. he left everything where he stood. even if he did have his gun he unloaded the whole clip shooting nothing but air in a panic but that doesn't matter, he'd gladly cram it in his mouth and pull the trigger over and over until something happens. ]

I don't want to be one of them, I can't die like that.

[ Damnit. ] Okay. [ Fuck, damnit, fuck. There's so much blood on his hands at this point, what's one more? He'll go there tomorrow and they'll shoot him dead and that will be for the best. ] Let's get outside.

[ a nod, and he starts to get up, but then suddenly he's frozen in place, trembling. too afraid to move. he doesn't want to turn and pose a threat to anyone, he doesn't want to die a monster, but then again he also doesn't want to die at all. sometimes it was the sheer and singular fear of dying altogether that kept him from falling prey to the undead all this time.

now the thought that he's supposed to be getting up and going outside to die is so bad that he can't even physically get himself to move. he just sits there and shakes like a frightened and very ill animal. ]

[ He can't move Dave, he doesn't want to move Dave. He doesn't want to kill his brother, not where he sleeps, not here, not now.

Instead he presses his face into Dave's shoulder and bites the inside of his cheek. ]

[ he trembles and tries to make himself get up, hands pressing against the dirt floor and straightening but never managing to actually push him upright. a few heavy breaths and his lip trembles but he can't hold back his tears, clawing up dirt with his fingers. it's all the moving he can do. ]

I don't wanna die.

We can stay here. [ When Dave sleeps he can do a mercy kill. ]

[ his good hand raises and he wipes at his face, smearing blood and dirt all over it. ]

It's not safe.

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