angst or fluff meme

[gundamkind]

ANGST MEME

Sometimes we all want to play some angst and see just how far our characters and and will fall.
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1. just depressed.
Things are tough, you're feeling worn out, or whatever the case, you're depressed. You need help or someone else thinks you do anyway.

2. abandoned.
You were left behind by everyone you hold dear and now you're forced to see how well they've adjusted, how happy they all are while you're screaming inside.

3. sick.
Cold, flu, or something even worse, all you can do is lay back and let someone take care of you.

4. fight.
You've been fighting nonstop with the other person and it just keep escalating.

5. break up.
You're being broken up with and they won't reconsider... Damn.

6. separated.
For some reason, you've been separated from the other person for a long time.

7. kidnapped.
You've been held captive for how long now? Maybe they've been torturing you even, using your blood to write ransom notes, threatening to cut off fingers to send next, etc. Rescue is on the way though, right?

8. beaten up.
Just because someone didn't like you or maybe they wanted something you had, whatever the case is, you're coming home sporting some nasty wounds and bruises.

9. jealousy.
You just have this undeniable jealousy suddenly and you need to let it out.

10. cheated on.
This goes beyond just suspicion and you have full on proof of what your lover has done. How do you handle it?

11. apathetic.
You're not sad, you're not happy, you just... don't feel much anymore. The sparkle of life has gone right out of you and you're just going through the motions now.

12. addicted.
Drugs, alcohol, whatever your drug of choice is, you can't fight the draw and you can't draw yourself out of the hole, but the other person is going to try.

13. bad romance.
You know this isn't good for either of you, but you can't stop now.

14. fear.
Nightmares, the feeling someone is following you, etc. You can't shake the feeling.

15. insanity.
You're seeing things and hearing them, waking up only to realize you've done things you don't remember or you're in a place you weren't before. You're losing it and you don't know what to do.

16. guilt.
It's eating you up inside and you have to tell someone about it now. You want to be punished and you won't take no for an answer.

17. loss
You've lost something dear to you.

18. wild card.
Combine some options or make your own!

 

 

fluff scenario

1. Sick day. You're down with the flu or some injury. Whatever the reason, you're bedridden or at the hospital. Aren't you lucky that that special someone came to visit you?

2. Date night. You've made special plans to show that special someone just how much you love them and nothing can go wrong tonight.

3. Cheer up. One or both of you is feeling down and it's time to get out of that slump by either finding a way to distract yourself or talking it out with the other person.

4. Love confession. Your stomach is doing flip flops and your heart is racing, but you've read all the signs right, and it's time to let that other person know you feel the same way.

5. Special gift. Maybe it's the first time, or maybe this is the gift that really counts. Birthday, Christmas, or just a random present, you've been planning and saving up for this one and are hoping that special person will like it.

6. Last time (for awhile). One of you is going away for some reason (it can be as simple or angsty as you want it to be) and you may be back or you may not, but you want to spend the time you've got left where you are with someone special.

7. Pillow talk. You've just had fantastic sex (which playing out is optional!) and you're both content to lay back and enjoy a little bit of pillow talk or maybe go for round two as soon as you catch your breath!

8. Shared dessert. Whether it's because you're both cheap or you're one of those cute, lovey-dovey couples who love sharing desserts, the two of you are sharing that delicious ice cream sundae or cake with one another. Did some of it get on your partner's nose? Or maybe you want to go ahead and take a bite out of the cookie sticking out of their mouth.

9. Need a friend. You just want to hang out with the guys/girls and have a little fun.

10. I'm sorry. You had a fight with someone and now it's time to kiss and make up. . . or at least make up.

11. A moment at home. There's nothing better than enjoying a peaceful day without anything to worry about. Maybe you'll share a book with a friend, or just enjoy some tea and catch up.

12. Been so long. You're back after a long trip somewhere and now it's time to meet up with someone you've missed a lot and make up for lost time!

13. I'll defend you until the end. You're going to fight for that person and you're going to let them know it or show them, whichever comes first.

14. Pillow fight. You're both feeling the need to have some friendly horseplaying, and what better way than with pillows?

15. Wild card. Reroll, pick an option, or come up with something else.

Comments

Dave Strider

[knight_of_time]

I GOT 7 hahaha

[tipsygnostalgia]

[Welp here is Roxy. Are you rescuing her from a kidnapping or are they having pillow talk after some amazing sex? you decide!]

;)

[knight_of_time]

[Well, seeing as not a fuck is given and Dave is totally laying down chilled the fuck out in some tangled bed sheets, I'd say this was probably going in the pillow take direction.

If Roxy is lucky... Dave might rap her something ironically romantic.]

;D

[tipsygnostalgia]

[And there would be Roxy, finally poking her rosy-cheeked face out from under the blankets]

Daaaamn. [A breathless sigh leaves her lips as she rolls over onto her side, facing him. And pulling the covers up a little to cover herself :x]

[knight_of_time]

[When all hell was breaking loose around them, these two still managed to find the time to goof off... only, goofing off had taken a whole new meaning now.

What had started as shameless cheeky flirty had ended up with them finally bedding down together.]

You love it, I know.

[Dave nodded, cock sure of himself but then again he had reason to be! You don't normally hear moaning and screaming like Roxy was making, not around these parts anyway, she sounded for more happy than the undead and their victims that was for sure.]

[tipsygnostalgia]

Shut up. [She reaches out to shove at his shoulder playfully, sticking her tongue out at him before shuffling closer.]

...We'd better not tell people we did this else we are in so much shit. [An incredibly teenager-ish thing to say yes, but they were teenagers and who knows what their respective adults or siblings would say if they found out they'd shacked up in a house full of corpses.]

[knight_of_time]

[Dave breathed out in a slight chuckle. Wrapping an arm around Roxy and pulling her to lay her head on his chest. Stroking her hair out from her face as it was stuck in places from the light sweat she'd worked up going to town on Dave's bones earlier.]

Oh so I'm a dirty little secret, is that how you roll? Man that's cold Rox.

[He was joking of course, but still... the topic was a little awkward. Its one thing to sleep with someone, but talking about it just after kind of made Dave blush and he didn't like to blush.]

[tipsygnostalgia]

[She moves up to rest her head on his chest, looking up to him and laughing at his comment]

Hell yes you're my dirty little secret. [She laughs again, bringing a hand up to rest under her chin]

But nah, you see where i'm coming from right? If people found out we were fucking about and not non sexually when all hell broke loose, if we survive they might just kill us.

angst - 3 because dave has yet to be traumatized by dead zstuck siblings jashda

[gundamkind]

[ He exhales, long and slow.

The cloth on his forehead feels cool and that's all that matters right now. If he focuses on that he can ignore the burning of the bites on his arms and the way his fingers itch to type but his mind has forgotten the keys.

From the moment Bro pulled him from the wreckage he knew he was probably done. He'd wrecked the car so fucking completely that it had taken his brother ten minutes just to find the quickest way to tear it open. The ride had been a haze of his brother speaking as calmly as he fucking could while Dirk bled all over the inside of the car and muttered quiet, incoherent things into Cal's shoulder. It was nothing short of a miracle that he made it home, that he was here - a week later, infected and in a constant game of touch and go, even if it wasn't one that saw fit to heal him. The bandages, painkillers, and salve did what they could, kept him balanced on that edge between life and death.

But he felt awful. ]

Dave. Get me my notebook. [ His voice is slurred and heavy, nothing at all like the controlled, concise delivery it once had. Probably the drugs, maybe Roxy's martini, who knows. It's a stupid request and he knows it - he can't sit up to type, and even if he could he's been having a hard time lately deciphering certain words. ]

D: why you do this to me bro! You're his idol! ;~;

[knight_of_time]

[Dave had been by Dirks side for most of the day. Sure, he'd kept his distance at first, trying to be the man of the house, keeping the masses away from the door, keeping his mind away from the reality of what was happening was more like it.

He'd never seen Dirk like this before, it was ripping him up inside. The only time he'd seen his bro sick was with chickenpox and even then he still managed to keep stoic and even beat Dave's ass in a strife" No, this was different, this was too real.]

What did your last slave die of?

[It was a joke, but even his mr cool guy attitude was starting to waver, he couldn't hold the normal air he did, even as hard as he tried his voice had a waver in it. Fetching the notebook all the same and setting it in Dirk's lap, Dave took his place on the seat beside his bed, still wanting to keep close to Dirk.]

[gundamkind]

The fucking plague.

[ The smile that would have made that too close to home jab work doesn't quite reach his eyes - eye, fucking singular - which is too damn exposed for his liking. He slips his good arm down and gently grabs the edge of the computer and tries to pull it in the space next to him so he can type properly.

It doesn't work. He doesn't even have the strength to do that. He tries to pass it off as disinterest, letting his hand fall to his side. It's still somehow comforting to have it so close.

He'd ask for Cal instead but that would be admitting a weakness he isn't ready to yet. ]

[knight_of_time]

Here.

[Dave softly lifted the notebook to the other side and gave the pillows keeping Dirk kind of upright a little shove. That was better, at least he didn't have to make such an effort now.

He felt pretty shitty hearing Dirk say that, no, pretty shitty was an understatement, Dave felt like a choice ass hole and the very worse kind too.]

Did you want to send a memo?

[Knowing Dirk was just as proud as the rest of the Strider's, Dave tried to play along. He was trying to make like it was just the medication and drugs that were making Dirk so docile.]

It can wait yo. Least till the pills wear off.

[shifting from his seat to sit on the side of Dirks bed. Forgive him for wanting to be closer and forgive him for staring at those wounds. The blackness setting in around the bites for up to about 3" or more, the open wounds that didn't seem to heal but only rot a little ... Fuck they must have been agony, it was agony to see Dirk like this.]

[gundamkind]

[ When the pills wore off he'd just need more to replace them. It was getting worse, the dosage was climbing higher and higher to keep up with the deterioration of his body. His mind. He spoke slower now, even without the slur, words were difficult and after he'd opened his computer and got to the login page, it was abundantly clear how far his understanding had slipped.

He's too damn tired to try lifting the blankets to cover the wounds. His left arm is completely useless, the fingers hardly twitch. His face is burned and his legs are smashed underneath the sheets. Shattered his hip like an old woman, yes he most certainly did. It fucking hurts to move and lean or even turn his head.

He stalls.

Oh.

Dave said something. ]

Just wanted to write some things down.

[knight_of_time]

[Slumping where he sat beside Dirk, he remained silent for a short while. Pushing his shades up over his brow and rubbing slowly at his sleepless claret eyes. Elbows resting on knees, all his limbs felt heavy, Dave felt drained and then felt selfish for feeling that way when Dirk must have felt like hell.

It was hard for Dave to pinpoint what felt so off, sure seeing anyone you cared for in this kind of state, but when it was your big brother? The fucking guy you respected above all, the dude you wanted to be like... You just never expect the people you love to some day vanish... not at this young age, not in these shitty situations.

Bile. That was what it felt like, bile filling his stomach, twisting his insides and bubbling up his throat, Dave felt like he was going to burst open, there was just too much building up inside of him.

Exhaling followed by a swallow, Dave felt out to take the cloth from Dirk's head, re-folding it and setting the new cool side down over his brothers clammy gray forehead.]

I'm not doing anything, if you want I could type some shit down for you?

[gundamkind]

No.

[ For a fuckton of reasons. He wasn't going to try reciting code he could hardly understand to his brother, nor was he going to try to relay his will to his brother - not that there was much to give. By default, everything went to Dash, Dave and Bro.

Cal... Ideally, he'd like Cal to go with him. He'd never liked sleeping and the eventual outcome would be... Well. He'd just feel better with Cal nearby when he finally went. It was going to happen. The only reason he was still alive was the infection - not the natural ones, that should have fucking killed him three days in, but the bites. ]

It's okay. I don't even remember what it was now.

13

[greenshift]

( bad romance or defending to the end :o )

Dave will be your knight </3

[knight_of_time]

[It was a long time ago, Dave really should have been over it by now, fuck, he acted like he was over it but clearly he wasn't. Jade didn't want him, she didn't like him that way but Dave still care. He cared a lot.

It was because of how much he cared that he was standing there right now, with Jade behind him, his sword drawn and extended keeping back the other survivors the game had churned out, those crazed delusional men who had decided Jade was their only hope, their last chance at keeping the human population alive.

As if they didn't have enough to worry about with the flesh thirsty zombies clawing at the fence behind the deranged mob.]

Back the fuck up. Not gonna tell you again..

[He was pretty badly beat up, but his will power alone was keeping him on the attack, keeping him between Jade and the sick gaggle of scruffy survivors.]

[greenshift]

[ The thing is, it's not that she doesn't love him. She does, so much, but platonically. It's just never been like that, and maybe that's harsh but it's true and she'd always thought it better that he knew. He's one of her best friends, always has been and always will be, one of the people in the world who means the most to her and whom she trusts the most. So she almost hadn't been surprised when he'd showed up at just the right time, when there were too many of them and one of her, gun out but not at the ready because -

- their species is falling apart and how can she kill another human, even an injury can be as bad as death these days -

- so her gun's back in her sylladex because it's just dead weight right now, and while she's in better shape than he is there's blood staining the sleeves of her shirt that belongs to her, and between the two of them - the zombies go wilder at the prospect of something fresh to eat so close. ]

Dave, we need to go.

[knight_of_time]

[Scanning the area in a quick glance of all directions, Dave had to make his mind up fast. They could risk going forwards but he'd have to keep tight hold of Jade as well as fight off attacks from all sides... Once he went down that was it, she'd be on here own and her chance of surviving would be slim.

Dave felt back for her hand, clasping it tight and looking back over his shoulder to talk to her.]

I know. Just... don't let go of my hand, I've got this covered... trust me.

[Wow was he nervous, but he steadied his mind and calmed his nerves as much as he could, for her sake. Taking a few steps back as the crowd neared them, moving himself and Jade closer to the moaning zombies that pushed and clawed on the otherside of the fence.

It might have looked hopeless, it might have seemed too dangerous, but Dave he'd a plan! Backing up more and more until Jade's back was up against the thick chains and bolt of the gate. The zombies behind it could only just get fingers through at this stage, so long as the wires didn't weaken before he executed his idea!

Dave slashed out with his sword, badly wounding a few of the men, causing them to fall to their knees and bleed out from their legs and stomach.]

I said get the fuck back assholes!

Fluff 10

[puppetpocalypse]

[There's a short rap on your door. The usual knock one would expect from a cool guy such as Bro.]

Hey. [Okay, he knows he's fucked up. It doesn't help that Bro's way of apologizing was unique at best, terrifying at worst. But Dave not talking to him...] You gonna chill in your room for the rest of your life or what?

[knight_of_time]

[Dave sighed silently. He only had one earphone of his ipod in so he could hear Bro out there perfectly fine. Ignoring him for a long ass moment before he answered.]

Sure am.

[How Dave managed to sound as chilled out as he did was a miracle, on the inside he was a mess. Sure, it was tough growing up in the Strider household and Bro did a kick ass job of raising Dave so far, but this time he fucking hurt Dave deep.]

[puppetpocalypse]

[Oh, that wasn't good. How the fuck do you fix something you fucked up?]

Food is gonna get cold. Cold food kind of sucks. I mean, if anything can get cold in the hellhole this place gets, but that's besides the point. [Oh shit, is he ramblings? God damn it.]

When do you think you'll be coming out? Ball park.

[knight_of_time]

[Trying not to fuck up in the first place normally helps, or maybe giving a kid a break instead of being on their balls 24/7 aids to the forgiveness too.]

Not hungry.

[He fucking was, his tummy was rumbling like a caged thunderstorm. It was kind of hard, trying to shut Bro out like this... Dave didn't know how much longer he could keep up the act of being chill with being fucked over by someone you held with such great respect.]

Nope.

[puppetpocalypse]

[There's a sigh. He knows you want to come out. He even went and ordered some of your favorite foods.]

Hey...look.

I get a fucknasty temper sometimes. When I get like that, I know the shit I say can get pretty bad. [This is a really roundabout way to apologize. He has no idea how to simply say sorry.] It's pretty much like I'm the hugest fucking raging tsunami and you're the littler fisherman boat about to get swallowed by those sick and not so cool waves of verbal abuse on your little deck.

[knight_of_time]

[Dave could smell the food. It smelt pretty good. Okay, he could do this, he could unlock his door, get the food and not have to talk to Bro the whole time. Dave didn't want a fuss, a fuss would just mean Bro would eventually break his wall down and too many feels would be on display.

They were the Strider's, not the Scratch perverts, they didn't have that level of security, so Dave didn't want to risk opening up what was left of his shell only for Bro to fuck up and hurt him more.

Still, Dave unlocked his door and opened it.]